Let Out That Inner Child They’re Craving To Live Life
- Apr 20, 2024
- 6 min read
Updated: Dec 3, 2025
By Maigan Anderson
As a young child, I came into this world already carrying Saturn on my back. Adults spoke to me like I was their equal, long before I even knew what childhood was supposed to feel like. There were no boundaries, no cushioning, no soft corners. I learned reality early and deeply.
I always felt like I lived in two extremes—either in the shadows being overlooked, or right in the center of the spotlight with no room to breathe. There was never an in-between. I was either watching life happen around me or trying to perform my way into feeling seen.
Growing up in Philadelphia, the neighborhoods changed but the energy didn’t—underfunded schools, unsupervised fun, boredom that led to mischief, and too much freedom for a child with a wild imagination. I knew right from wrong, but once exploring became easy, I never stopped.
A Spirit That Followed Me Everywhere
Even as a child, I felt a presence with me—watchful, protective, familiar.
I was obsessed with ghost stories, paranormal experiences, anything that hinted at another realm. Every house we moved into felt haunted. Looking back, I think it was me that was spiritually sensitive… not the houses.
Being adopted into a family so different from me made my identity blurry. My differences were pointed out constantly, but never understood. I had no mirrors, no one who looked like me energetically or physically.
Everything shifted when my mother finally sent me to Detroit to meet my birth family. Suddenly the presence I always felt grew stronger. The familiarity in their faces, their mannerisms—it was grounding. I could finally see my lineage, my roots, pieces of myself reflected back.
But even then, something felt missing.
That emptiness stayed until I learned who my biological father was.
The fog cleared.
The cloudiness around who I was began to fade.
The Inner World I Built for Survival
I was creative, bossy, expressive. My home life had bright spots, but it also carried stress. To cope, I built whole worlds inside my mind.
Television became an escape.
Books, my portals.
My dolls, my castmates in stories I directed myself.
I was social, always surrounded by friends—but being in other people’s homes, seeing a normal life I didn’t have, sparked envy. I didn’t know the word for it then. I just knew being around other people’s joy made me feel like something was wrong with me for not having the same.
Strict Religion, Early Depression, and the Voice That Saved Me
Growing up in a strict religious setting made me feel starved of normal moments. Everything felt off-limits, like life itself was fenced in.
Whenever depression hit—yes, even as a child—I felt painfully alone.
I wondered when it would end, when things would make sense, when clarity would come.
And then, from the chaos, a voice emerged.
A calm, grandmotherly voice that told me right from wrong.
Guided me.
Comforted me.
I used to think imaginary friends appeared visually, so I kept waiting for some ghostly figure to pop up. I watched Drop Dead Fred imagining something wild would happen. It didn’t.
Instead, the voice stayed.
And thank God it did, because it became the only stability I had.
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The Confirmation That Changed My Entire Childhood Story
In 2015, while pregnant, I received the confirmation I had been waiting on for decades.
A psychic told me:
“There is a spirit that has always been beside you, guiding you.”
And instantly, everything aligned.
All those lonely nights…
All those whispers of intuition…
All those moments I felt watched over…
All those strange spiritual experiences…
None of it was imaginary.
None of it was “crazy.”
None of it was coincidence.
My protector had been with me from the beginning.
The spirit I felt was my grandmother.
And over time, I realized there were others—ancestors, guides, energies that followed me into each chapter.
I was never alone.
I was never unprotected.
I was never without guidance.
Even when the world around me felt unstable, something divine held my hand.
"After visiting a psychic, I had been told that there is a spirit that had always been beside me, guiding me."
Spiritual Ways to Let Your Inner Child Shine
1. Embrace Playfulness: Engage in activities that bring out your inner child, such as playing with toys, dancing, or drawing. Embrace the joy and freedom of being carefree.
2. Connect with Nature: Spend time outdoors, whether it's going for a walk in the park, gardening, or simply sitting under a tree. Nature has a way of grounding us and reminding us of the simple pleasures in life.
3. Practice Mindfulness: Take moments throughout the day to be fully present and aware of your surroundings. Mindfulness helps you reconnect with your inner child by allowing you to fully experience each moment without judgment.
4. Engage in Creative Expression: Whether it's painting, writing, or playing an instrument, find a creative outlet that allows you to express yourself freely. This helps unleash your inner child's creativity and imagination.
5. Revisit Childhood Hobbies: Think back to activities you enjoyed as a child and find ways to incorporate them into your adult life. Whether it's playing a sport, building with Legos, or solving puzzles, reconnecting with these hobbies can be incredibly fulfilling.
6. Practice Self-Care: Prioritize self-care activities that bring you joy and make you feel nurtured. This can include taking bubble baths, reading a favorite childhood book, or indulging in your favorite comfort food.
7. Surround Yourself with Positive Energy: Spend time with people who uplift and inspire you. Surrounding yourself with positive energy helps create an environment that allows your inner child to thrive.
8. Engage in Imaginative Play: Allow yourself to daydream and indulge in imaginative play. Let your mind wander and explore new possibilities, just like you did as a child.
9. Practice Forgiveness: Let go of past hurts and resentments that may be holding you back. Forgiving yourself and others allows you to release negative energy and embrace the freedom of your inner child.
10. Embrace Curiosity: Approach life with a sense of wonder and curiosity. Ask questions, explore new interests, and never stop learning. Cultivating curiosity helps keep your inner child alive and thriving.
Remember, embracing your inner child is a continuous journey. By incorporating these spiritual practices into your life, you can tap into your inner joy, creativity, and playfulness, allowing your inner child to shine brightly.
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When you connect with your inner child, you tap into a wellspring of joy, creativity, and authenticity. It allows you to embrace your true self and experience life with a sense of wonder and curiosity. However, due to life's demands and societal expectations, many of us lose touch with this inner child as we grow older.
A birth chart analysis reading by me can help you reconnect with that playful, innocent part of yourself. Through a comprehensive exploration of your astrological chart, I can uncover the aspects that resonate with your inner child. This includes identifying the planetary positions that influence your creativity, imagination, and sense of adventure.
Understanding your birth chart can also shed light on any blockages or limiting beliefs that may be holding you back from fully embracing your inner child. By recognizing these patterns, we can work together to release them and create space for personal growth and self-expression.
Furthermore, a birth chart analysis reading by me is not just about providing you with information; it is about empowering you to take control of your own journey. I will guide you on how to harness the energy of your chart and use it to nurture your inner child. Whether it's through creative outlets, self-care practices, or exploring new hobbies, I will help you discover the activities and experiences that will bring you joy and fulfillment.
So, if you're ready to embark on a transformative journey of self-discovery and reconnect with your inner child, a birth chart analysis reading by me is the perfect place to start. Together, we will unlock the secrets of your astrological chart and help you embrace the vibrant, playful spirit that resides within you.
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